9th November 2009

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Not once did it cross my mind

When the day came that it finally ended, I always had this feeling inside of me that our parting wouldn’t last, well I hoped anyway. You promised me that if I were to break up with you, you wouldn’t bother me but still be in the near distant ready to be here for me when I needed you. Where are you now? I never knew seeing you happy would break my heart. I always thought that when we said goodbye it wouldn’t last. I always thought we would get back together. Not once did it cross my mind though, that you would move on. So much for being there.

That one morning I finally saw you with her, that morning that reality hit me I saw the smile on you’re faces. You found someone, it breaks my heart because you’re so in love. I wish it was me that was making you smile, I wish it was me who you were holding, and worst of all I wish I could go back in time. I know that we’re through and there’s no use in holding on, but I can’t help but feel that I wish I was her, and you were mine. It used to be our mornings, our songs but now its your’s and hers. Now I’m not even kept inside your heart. I put away our love for me to bring it out again one day, but now its gone cause you belong to someone else.